6 Am : tooot toooo tooo..Mobile Alarm rang.. one eye opened..arrrghh everything is gone.. mom was giving me a horse< weird but not nonsense!> and i waz breaking my brain into pieces of how to climb to the horse's back and  i was there.. i mean the horse back..galloping toward a prairie ....when almost there...horse's gone, prairie's...okie heard it ...shut up toot toot...only 30 minutes more..ll be up! < any morning noise is annoying even the noise u set urself ;)>
7 Am : Ops 7 am ..okie 15 minutes more .. promise promise to my honour self.
8.30 am : umm..well finally UP!
8.45 : in bathroom.. looking at a portrait in the mirror..talking to that person...argh need some cream..brush teeth slowly with loz of consciousness...wash my face while keep on talking to mirrow person..cream on ..rub rub..done!
9 am : wazzz... almost late for class.. no time for my morning bathe :(...rush out this room to get to another room.. throw myself in whatever i could see there.. well ultimately its a blue shirt " Another world is possible" and my newly "cut it short myself" earth tone jeans...
9.5 : opening door, taking bike out, chewing left in frige : cucumber + a chocolate bar .. multiasking me.
9.10 : find myself with the bike galloping on the roads.. sunday morning does everyone have to go to class?? is this injustice   of all 12 graders? geez  a crazy sunday morning.. such is life! whatever it is i m almost late for classs... becuz of a dream of a horse and a prairie < which waz good but unfished! >.. arrggh..
9. 20 : eww if theres a Tour De Sunday Class i d be the champion! ;).. here i am at the Extra Classes Center..going to the advanced Maths.. 
9.25 : "No class today. Mr Hung's busy. He just called. Be back nextweek". Isn that funny? NOT FUNNY!.. 
9.25- 9.30 : chatting a bit with the guys at the center.. take my bike.. find myself chatting again with the the bike keeper..shes funny.. her son is funny.. thaz a funny family.. Back to Home sweet Home.
10 Am : loz of papers infront... breaking mind with  whats the hell "Dynamic Korea is"... have 3 other papers to do.. plus 2 articles to write, 3 to edit .....deadline today..email in tomorrow for next issue...wanna lave it tomorrow.. arrgh thaz the way life is when u get salary.

10.10 : break schedule.. actually finding myself reading Sasha's email... another part of mind 's struggleing with what " Dynamic Korea " is... another part umm yea the horse and prairie hehe..another part  Japan, youth and globalisation era...another part meeting this afternoon...arrr i heard cracking noise fro my head....being unfocused is no good. I miss Taichi practice.

10.15 : writing Sunday update on TIG... giving myself sometime to breath out and in and decie what to focus on first..

10.25  : piles of papers waiting... gotta kick off now..out of the net.. back to life and things you have to do, want to do but not now but still have to be NOW.. so  yea gonna do them now. Wish dont have to sleep at 2am  or 3 am tonite like last nite and the nite before  and the nite before before.... if sleep early then longer sleep.. then longer time for the dream to finish .. is that logical??   hehe..

Sunday afternoon : Not available yet.

< but likely infront of pc, with piles of papers, emails to answer ,crap with Lisa on phone while keep  clicking clicking...write, edit, write edit, send...Is it SUnday today?!>

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Last week, read on my magazine about this girl..
So this girl is head over heels in love with MU player David Beckham(even hes over there and shes over here..1 wife 2 kids no more available..shes 16..).. she wrote him loz and loz to UK thru MU fan club .. finally oneday she got a bio book of him with loz of pix and his letter(it is actually the fanclub wrote that letter u know).. and she wrote a letter to express her crazy happiness when she got the surprise...

After reading i was like : funny. good 4 u...but stupid...waste of time money..but well teens fever... umm such bullshits anywaz... me never do that!..

So what? A week later, yesterday i found myself writing to a fanclub.. to Circue De Soleil hehe.. i even never see their performance for once for real...a fren showed me the music Cd of Quidam and the music hit me rite away.. then watched a couple of their stuff online and on TV .. but too short..not enuf for my huge curiosity of them.. still they hit me hit me!!...wanna see their performance soo badly..but never come to Vietnam..and when they were in boston i waz in the BAy ..not to mention that 60 bucks ticket is not for the no-buck-me... still wanna have their free posters,cds and videos..whatever just that FREE!!.. so wrote them.. and just got a damn short reply. But short doesnt mean not cool especially when it said : "Bonjour Lan Anh! You should check your mailbox very soon; something is heading your way!"... hehe i waz YO Yo!!.. crazy crazy with impatience.. cant wait to see what that WHATEVER 's gonna turn out to be what...

Probabaly somebody out there reading this and : {"funny. good 4 u...but stupid...waste of time money..but well ...!..

ummm

Love is unlimited.

"The Mid-Autumn Festival falls at the most beautiful time of year, when the sky is clear, the breeze is soft, and the moon sheds its silver light on the earth.

On the night of the festival -the first full moon of the eighth lunar month, towns and cities around Vietnam are transformed as if by magic, as the kids take over the streets.

Groups of children roam the town carrying bright red lanterns, beating drums and singing special mid-autumn songs. Some groups perform the Lion Dance, with an entourage of friends in tow who provide the musical accompaniment. Prizes for the children are wrapped and hung high on the fronts of houses, adding to the sense of adventure. Other opportunities for prizes include the fruit arrangement and lantern contests.

Although the festival is primarily for children, it is also a precious chance for families to spend time together.

Mothers and sisters make moon cakes, carve fruits or assemble grapefruit into symbolic animals, such as the famous Jade Rabbit. Fathers and brothers hang and light the lanterns. And of course, there is always the fruit feast, which is sometimes a family affair; sometimes an excuse for a larger gathering.

The festivities last until the small hours, when the moon shines at its very brightest. Then the highlight of the party breaks out: pha co, or "destroying the feast".

Finally, the moon grows dimmer, the singing slowly fades, and the children go to sleep, dreaming of the wonderful time they have had and already anticipating next year’s festivities."

So tonite' the moon's gonna be fuuull and bubling its beauty everywhere .. thaz so cute..umm but honestly the thing i love most about of Mid Autumm is " Destroying the feast!!!"..double yay!.. waz like years since i have a cool Midautumm festival. Before i moved this home i m living, i used to live in a huge old building.. and its so damn cool there when Mid Autumm came...We had some doezen of no buck kids there.. but everyone was so outgoing and crazy and cool... ..When Autumm came,some years when our parents had more money :) and in good mood ;), they bought some cute mini animal- shaped cakes and laterns for us... If not,doesnt matter, "CREATION IS UNLIMITED" :) , we still had a huge party - a collection from all stuff, junk food,fruits gathered from home...and  made our own music laterns with papers and candles...  Destroying the feast waz the best part!!we all gathered in the building ground...played hide and seek and fought  with clothes made from a vietnamese mattresses called "chieu" made from a kinda tree leave..AND use food as weapons...yuck hehehe ;).. but there was nothing like yum yum food with all parts of ur body :)....Arrrgh i miss the feelings...Its not wrong to wanna be a kid again isnt it ;) ... just that cant turn back the time :(...

Umm so much i wanna do this Mid Autumm..wanna see the Latern Comepetition but its like 1 day train away .. tooo far... gotta send my "little brother"  i just got in Hue city  a pack  of  fruit jelly as promised ..  and  then his mom will bug me on phone complaining ..(hes a chubby baby on diet :)).. but welll mid autumm doesnt come twice a year does it... good excuse! brilliant me hehe! :)...

So how am i gonna celebrate my Mid Autuum Fest this year ? gotta do my bunch of homework tonite... the worst part of all.. I WANNA DESTROY...!!

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Make somebody happy.Make yourself happy.
Learn to love. Spread love. Be love.
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